I guess I should start off by saying this is all true, at least to the best of my memory and happened 31 years ago .This experience first happened when I was 12 years old. I’m married to a beautiful woman, have been for more than 20 years, with two grown children.
I had a cousin I will call Jim that was 3 years older than me. He and I didn’t get along very well back then and seemed to fight all the time. I always won the fights even though I was much smaller and younger than him, but he was always starting crap with me for some reason. I had to stay the weekend with him and my aunt and uncle for reasons unknown to me. We didn’t talk much the whole first day, just watched a lot of television. My aunt came in the living room and told us it was time for bed. Her bedroom was on the opposite end of the house from his. I was told I would have to sleep in his room witch totally pissed me off. I walk into his room and there is only his small bed and a chair. I asked him where the hell am I supposed to sleep in the chair. He says no the bed but, you have to sleep against the wall. I tell him whatever and strip down to my tightey whiteys and crawl into bed. He strips down to his underwear too and I can’t help but notice to bulge he has. It looked ridiculous like he had rolled up a tube sock and stuffed it into his underwear. I pretend not to notice and roll over facing the wall and try to fall asleep as fast as possible. I fell asleep pretty fast thank goodness.
Sometime during the night I was woken up. I was a little confused and didn’t move at first. I then realized he was pushing down on my chin with his thumb and forcing his huge dick in and out of my mouth. I would guess it to be7or 8inches and as big around as my wrist. It was way bigger than what I had. He removed his thumb and very slow and easy fucked my mouth. I was in total shock and didn’t know what to do, so I just let it happen for a couple of minutes. I couldn’t believe he was doing this to me but ,even more so I couldn’t believe I was enjoying it and had a hard on. He started to breath heavy and started moaning slightly. I panicked and rolled over and pretended to sleep. I guess nothing else happened that night.
The next morning we woke up, he just smiled at me and we went and ate breakfast. Nothing was said the rest of the day about it, but he treated me like I was his best friend. We ended up playing together the rest of the day till dinner. We went in ate then it was shower time. I went in first and showered. I had just turned the water off and he just barged in the bathroom. I asked him what the hell he was doing. He said it’s no big deal, he needed to hurry and shower so he could watch a t.v. show that started soon. He then stripped down. I was drying off and stepped out of the shower when he pulled his underwear off. I stared in shock. I couldn’t believe how big his dick was. Then I thought I can’t believe that thing fit in my mouth. He wasn’t even hard and it was 3 times the size of mine. I got dressed in a hurry not wanting him to see me get a hard on. He just smiled as he rushed past me to shower.
We watched some t.v until I got tired and said I was going to bed. He said yeah he was tired too. I stripped down to my underwear as he came into the room and stripped down. I crawled into bed, turned to face the wall and tried to fell asleep as fast as I could. All I could think about was how big his dick was and how he had put that monster into my mouth the night before. I finally fell asleep with a hard on but, not really understanding the feelings I was having. I was only 12 and had no sexual experience at all until this happened. Sometime during the night I was woken up but didn’t move. I was facing the wall and he was doing something to my butt. It took me a second to realize he was fingering me. It hurt at first but soon started feeling good. He just kept fingering me and moving his finger all around inside of me. I was really getting turned on. He would hit a spot inside me I would later learn was my prostrate. Every time he would touch that spot it made me feel like I was going to pee the bed. He started going faster and harder but, I never moved a muscle. I couldn’t believe it but, I was really starting to like what he was doing, then he stopped. I was disappointed until I felt him move in the bed getting closer to me. Then I felt something else moving around my butt. That’s when I got scared. He was trying to push that monster of his into me. He was able to line it up just right and the head of his dick started to push into me spreading my hole open and was really hurting. Thank goodness he didn’t know about lubing it up first because, it wouldn’t go in any further. If it would have gone all the way in it would have really messed my ass up. He tried for a couple of minutes pushing really hard then stopped. I must have made a sound or something because he whispered my name and asked if I was awake. I didn’t respond so he lightly grabbed my shoulder and rolled me over facing him then slid me down in the bed some. I didn’t understand why at first, but it didn’t take me long too. He pushed my chin down and slid that fence post into my mouth. It had a bitter tasted at first but wasn’t all that bad. He started going really slow and easy at first. As he was doing this I had started to lightly suck on it, then he got forceful, pushing more and more into my mouth until he made me gag. As soon as I gagged he froze but stupid me, didn’t realize he was going to stop so fast and I was still lightly sucking on it. This really turned him on and he started pushing again and moaning. I panicked and pulled my head back and his dick came out of my mouth.
He froze for a moment then asked if I was awake. I didn’t respond. Instead of putting it back in my mouth he started to jerk himself off. It was only a few seconds and he really started to moan and something spurted onto my chin and all over my chest. He froze for a second then carefully slid just the head back into my mouth. There was something running out of him and into my mouth. I wasn’t sure what it was but, it was warm and salty and I sort of liked it. After that he rolled over and went to sleep.
I got out of bed and went into the bathroom to clean whatever that was off of me. It was white and thick and there was a lot of it. I crawled back into bed and it was soaked with the stuff. I had to sleep in what I would later find out was his cum. We got up the next morning and acted like nothing happened and I got picked up by my grandparents, who I lived with due to some terrible circumstances that aren’t worth mentioning. Like I said neither of ever said a word about it. Around a year or so later he came to stay the night with me and my grandparents. As that year had passed I had figured out about masturbation and was a pro at getting myself off. We had two couches and choose to sleep on them so we could watch t.v in the living room. We eventually got tired and turned off the t.v. I waited for ever hoping he was going to try something again but he didn’t. I decided I was going to do something. I whispered his name and shook him but he didn’t respond. I pulled my underwear down and slid my dick in his mouth. I pumped his mouth until I was ready to come then pulled out. I came all over the carpet then smeared then remaining cum on his lips and then slid back into his mouth to let him get a taste of it. He never moved so I pulled his covers back and he had a hard on that was sticking out of the top of his underwear and only about half of it was showing . Hell he had more poking out of his underwear than I had total. It looked like it had grown more over the last year. I went to bed and the next day he went back home with nothing being said about it.
We didn’t talk or see each other except the once a year family reunions until 4 years later. By this time I had a steady girlfriend was getting laid sort of regular and had no thoughts about what we had done in the past. He calls me out of the blue and wants to know if I want to go see a movie with him. I say ok. We go see a movie and everything seems normal. After the movie he wants to know if I want to go hang out at his place. It was a small trailer but was nice enough. He had a porn collection and we started to watch some movies. I was getting really horny and all those thoughts about what we had done came crashing back to me. I decide I should get going because it’s late. He says sense it’s so late I should just stay the night. I had to be up fairly early the next day and I really didn’t think it was a good idea but said ok.
He says he’s tired so he’s going to shower. I say me first. I shower and then crawl into his bed with just my underwear on. I figure I should just try to fall asleep. I couldn’t .He goes and showers then comes into the room in just his underwear as I pretend to be asleep .I can’t help but notice the bulge again. It is massive. He crawls in bed and I thought went to sleep. I’m lying there thinking about the stuff we did in the past and can’t help myself. I whisper hey Jimmy, you a sleep? No answer so I shake him. He’s lying on his side facing me. I shake him again and say Jimmy you asleep? No answer so, I slid under the covers toward the middle of the bed. I get my face in line with his dick and softly touch it through his underwear with my hand. He has a massive hard on but doesn’t move. I can’t believe I’m doing this but, I pull his underwear down to his knees, I think with some help from him rising up but don’t care. I just can’t think about anything but touching his log of a dick. I slowly jack him then decide to taste it. I slowly slid my mouth over his dick and realize it has to have grown even more. As I’m straining to suck his monster I pull my underwear down and position myself into a 69. I slowly push my dick into his mouth and start slowly pumping my hips but, he isn’t sucking. I think he must be asleep. I suck him for a few more minutes until my jaw can’t take it anymore. Then I get an idea. I wonder sense I’m older now if his fence post will fit in my ass? I know about lube now so I go into the bathroom, get a dab of shampoo and smear in into and around my bunghole. I crawl back into bed get his dick good and wet with my mouth and turn around and back up to him. I grab his dick and start to back up to it. As it touches my hole I push back just a little and start to force it into my virgin ass. As soon as the head starts to spread me open he thrusts forward and buries himself into me balls deep. The pain is horrible and I can’t move. I feel like I’m going to pass out. Thank goodness he doesn’t move either. I thought he would eventually but he doesn’t. Maybe out of fear I don’t know. I start to slide my hips back and forth and the feeling is indescribable. The pain is going away but I still feel like I have an arm jammed in my ass. I can’t get into the position so I slide off of him and roll him onto his back and get on top facing away from him and start to ride the monster. I am going slow as not wake him I guess, even though I know he’s awake. Every time I go down the fence post stuffed so tightly in my ass you couldn’t possibly fit a hair in my ass he hits my prostrate and forces a drop off come out of me. I am loving it but, I wish he would wake up and pound me with that bat of his but, he doesn’t. I start to get really sore and decide to try something different. I get off of him and as I do he turns over onto his stomach with his ass sticking up. I grab a condom out of my wallet and put it on for lubrication. I’m trying to push my dick into him but it just isn’t working. Its slipping all around his hole and bending but won’t go in. He was trying to help me by pushing so hard he farted. I laughed and kept pushing. I guess from all the pushing and sliding in the rubber I ended up cumming without ever getting in and turned over.
The next morning was awkward and I wanted to just come out and ask him if he wanted to try it all again while we were both awake but chickened out. I just got dressed, sore ass and all and went home.
We didn’t have much contact at all until I was 42. We both had gotten married and have kids. He divorced and gets his kids on the weekends. I raised mine and they are in college and out of the house. I only thought about those times on very rare occasions and never did anything like it sense then. Then one day out of the blue he calls me to see if I can help fix something at his house. I get the directions and head over. I didn’t think much about it all until we were squatting down in his yard and I see the outline of his dick going down his leg in is shorts. Then it all came flooding back. I asked him if he remembered those nights and he denied it all. I was upset and called him when I got home. He admitted to remembering some stuff but won’t admit he started it all. All he remembers is waking up with his underwear pulled down in his trailer.
We have talked about it a couple of times and I finally got the nerve to ask him if he would like to try it again. All he says is not at this time. I play it over and over in my head how it would feel to have him screw my brains out with that baseball bat of a dick but he won’t have anything to do with me now. I don’t consider myself gay and would never do anything like that with someone else. Why can’t I get these thoughts out of my head and why won’t he accept the chance for a free piece of almost virgin ass? He is the only person to ever put his dick in me and the only other dick I have sucked. He asked why I would want to do that being married to such a beautiful woman with so much to lose if we were to get caught. I can’t really answer that other than the fact that I would like to try it sense we are older, more experienced, we never really finished what he started and I can’t get the thought out of my head of that huge cock pounding my ass. I even told him I couldn’t see myself being a cock sucker but, I would suck him off. What the Hell Is Wrong With Me? Why won’t he do this? I told him it may be a one shot deal as I may not like it but, I don’t think that is true. Do I need help ?

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My cousin and I have always been close. We are only nine months apart, compared to the three years we were to our closest sibling. We would hangout, while our older brothers would go off and do there thing, and we would do our thing. Our thing, though we were only about six or seven, was to fool around. We would play hide and seek, only we would always find a spot to hide together, and kiss, and lay on top of eachother and dry hump and stuff. I’m not sure who started it, ( I’m pretty sure it was her, Tammy) but soon it was all we wanted to do. Until we got caught kissing in the elevator by our moms when we were around 10, than we got the TALK about how incest is bad and all that, and our parents started watching us a little closer.
Being caught and embarrassed was enough for us to slow down, and I’m pretty sure we did. And then my Aunt moved out of the Province to B.C, and I hardly ever saw my three cousins anymore. So, with the limited knowledge I had picked up with girls, at ten, I was able to always have a GF, and fool around with them and things. But at ten, nothing but kissing and holding hands really.
One summer, my cousins had comeout to visit with their dad, who lived just down the street from my house. On hearing this news one day from a phone call, I got down to his apartment as fast as I could. When I got there, It was only my to younger cousins, Tammy and her little brother Alex, and there dad, who was always sort of an asshole. With my Uncle, you never knew if or when your going to get a swift kick in the ass.
So I’m hanging out with my cousins, catching up and stuff, and my uncle comes into the back room and asks if anyone wanted to come with him to the store, I’m thinking the liquor store ( he had a problem) and Alex enthusiastically says yes and my cousin Tammy and I decline.
That leaves my cousin and I alone together. I seriously wasnt thinking that day, and I’ve regreted it everyday since. You see, as soon as the door closed, Tammy jumped on the bed and layed on her back, looking up at me, and said ” You want to do IT?”
” Do what?” I asked. I already knew, but I remember I had a GF at the time, and I was thinking about how your not allowed to cheat on your GF, and I was a little surprised. And the thought of being caught was too much for me, so I played dumb.
” You know…. IT.” She stated, with a little eagerness in her eyes.
It hurts me to say, but right then I made the worst decision in my life. I’m shaking my head right now, just thinking of all the fun I could of had in my teens, and even now maybe, if only I had said yes, and did what I wanted to do all those years ago, and not what I thought was right. I embarrassed her with rejection, and that closeness we shared no longer seemed in effect.
Skip three years ahead, or about two and half. I was now 13, and had just moved to B.C to live with my mom. The only family we had was my aunt, and I would go over and hangout at their house every weekend. I had developed a good friendship with my younger cousin Alex, and we would do most of the activities, biking and stuff. But I was at an age where I couldnt stop thinking of girls. And there just so happened to be one of the most attractive girls just hanging out with us. I couldnt stop looking at my cousin Tammy now. And also thinking about time she asked me to do IT with her. Now I was scared she would turn me down, and I couldnt gather the courage ever to see if she would fool around with me. At this age, we were old enough to know Incest was bad, and we would really get in shit if we were caught.
The first year was not that bad. But a couple years later, when Tammy and I were 15, things started to get pretty rough for me. Not only had she started to develop a body with curves in all the right place but she started flirting with me again. Weird things that I couldn’t really be sure if she knew what she was doing to me or not. When we would be at the dinner table, I would feel her playing footsies with me, or was she just accidentily bumping my foot with her swaying feet? I would try to play back, but a subtle as possible, and she never pulled away or made a big thing about it, leaving me in dark. Or, when we were watching a movie on the couch together, she would sometimes rest her legs on me, or place her hand on my leg as she was getting up. A combination of these things had sent my head spinning, and I found my self following her ass as she left a room, or eyeing up her legs when she wore a bathing suit, not to mention, imagining how her breasts felt, at 15 I still hadnt felt a girl up yet.
One weekend, after my eldest cousin moved out, Tammy was moving into his old room after having to share a room with her younger brother for the past three years. This is where the story gets a little more intersting. Now that Tammy had her own room, she had put two beds in there, so she was able to have slumber parties with her friends. One night, while I was visiting, and we were all ready to go to bed, Tammy asked why I couldnt just sleep in her room, since there was two beds in there. At first my Aunt had said no, but than Tammy simply stated ” We’re cousins, it not like we’re going to do anything!” I hid my dissapointment, but it was enough to win a mild argument, and for the first time, I would sleep in the same room as my sexy cousin.
That was an interesting night, after she had changed into her PJ’s, which were those cotten Pjs with shorts and a T-shirt, and those shorts really showed off her gorgeous legs. I remember her calling me in after she had changed, and as I walked in she had her back to me, reaching up to get the blinds and it sent me into a frenzy. Her ass and legs were showcased, and I was all alone with her in her room. My head spun. The beds were seperated by about a foot, and I was already thinking about putting them together, but I couldnt make a move. As we layed down to go sleep, Tammy turned to me and we started talking, about school and friends, and she asked me if I had a crush on her freind, who I had met I week before. I denied, even though I probably did. Eventually we both drifted off to sleep.
I awoke for some reason in the middle of the night that first night, and was feeling exceptionaly horny. Obviously I was thinking about the girl that was sleeping about a foot away from me, close enough for me to touch….
I had never felt boobs before, and Tammy’s boobs were right there. Would she wake up if I just felt them lightly? I had to find out. I propped myself up on one elbow and scooted closer to my sleeping cousin. Whe was sleeping on her back, and you could tell she had no bra on under the thin fabric of her shirt. I hesitently reached my hand out, very slowly and nervously toward her breasts. They were not big, but a B cup, and still very firm as they were still developing. After a few agonizing moments, debating in my head between right and wrong, but enevitalbly, my raging hard on won the battle. I cupped her right breast, and held my hand there cherishing this secret moment. It was soft and warm, and I could feel her hard nipple protruding out her shirt. I looked down at her face, which was silent and beautiful, peaceful. Staring at her lips was starting to take effect now too, and I struggled not to move in for a gentle kiss.
Suddenly she moans, and I go frozen. My hand is still in place, so I start to inch it away anticapating her awakening. But, to my relief, she just sighs and turns on her side, facing away from me. My heart is beating like crazy, and I’m just to about to come to my sences when I notice as she rolled over, the blanket had slipped off one side of her legs. Her bare skin exposed and her ass was right in front of me. Once again I through caution to the wind and got a little closer to my sleeping cousin. I put my hand very gently on her leg, and very slowly slid it from the back of her leg, to her thigh. I could feel the heat coming from her pussy, only inches away from my fingers. Too go any further is beyond my boldness, and I retreat my hand from her smooth thigh, but only to bring it up to her perfect ass. I’ve always wanted to grab her little heart shaped ass. It has some meat on it, but no J Lo or nothing, just nice. Tight, and firm. And now I was cupping her ass, just letting my hand take in everything. It was unlike anything I have ever felt.
By this time, my hard on was starting to kill me, and I had to grab one of her shirts and go back to my bed and bust one out. It was one of the hardest cums I’ve ever had, and I ended up throwing out that shirt before shIe saw it again.
Over the next two years at that house, I had a few nights like that, like three or four. One time, on a paticularly hot night, my cousin had slept with no blanket, and I found myself feeling up her leg, and getting a little more bold. Maybe because one night I got it in my head that Tammy was fake sleeping, but I wasnt sure if I had woken her, or she was awake the whole time I was feeling her up. On this night, she was sleeping in her shorts, and her legs were slightly spread open. I got right up close and put my hand on her thigh. Than I started actually rubbing her thighs, as if to please her, and I swear I heard her moan, and I thought I saw her lick her lips, but it was dark. I convinced myself she was awake, and she liked what I was doing. So I went a little further, until I was at the leg opening of her shorts. I was crazy horny, and I wanted to feel her pussy. I put too finger under her shorts, and was instantly met with a hot, wet pussy, the first I had ever really touched. As soon as I felt the tip of my finger penetrate her pussy, I nearly came, and I had to go back to the bed and pop a nut, probably both, and, just like every other time, found myself satisfied and slept.
The next day however, I was a little nervous around Tammy. Luckily it was the day I was going back home, and I could avoid her until next weekend. But I was so scared about how far I took it, that I never really did that again.
Until that is, a couple of years later when I was partying with my cousin, now we were seventeen, and drank and smoked weed and had fun. It was new years, and we had lots of friends over, but by the end of the night, after everyone had gone home, my cousin asked me if I was spending the night. I said yea, I was pretty drunk, and she said ” Well, you can sleep in my room if you like.”
I thought it was a little weird, because now Tammy only had one bed in her room. She must of saw the look on my face cause than she said ” You can sleep on the floor….” but did she leave that last part open? I couldnt believe it. Though I had stopped my nighttime activities, as still lusted for my cousin. And now she was older and had really filled out. Well, her legs are still her best asset, after her Awesome personality of course, and I mean that, she really is a awesome person, and she dressed sexier too. And now I’ve been with girls, and knew what kind of fun they really are. I looked at her, and thought about how much I wanted her, and said sure.
When we were in her room, she went to bed with just panties and a long T shirt, which made her look incredible sexy. Her dirty blond hair was tied up, and her green eyes seemed to be inviting me into her bed. But, I took the floor, and got ready for bed. It was a long night, and I somehow fell asleep without jumping into bed with her.
The next morning, I was pretty sore from sleeping on the floor. My cousin saw how sore, and offered to give me a back massage. Like, wanted me to lie down on my stomach, and she would massage my back. For some reason, I said no. I must have knew I wouldnt be able to control myself, but once again, I’m shaking my head. Why the fuck Can’t I take the step?
Now its ten year after that, and I still get mixed singnals from Tammy. We are still very close, and I see her often. She’s married, and has a son, but I still lust after her. She is even more gorgeous now. And I mean Gorgeous, or beautiful, not Hot or skanky. She’s always had that air about her. But I do still get these weird signals, like she’s always rubbing her boob on me, or her leg. Subltly, enough to make me go crazy. Anyways, thats my story, and there is a lot more if anyone wants to hear more, but, really I just wanted to get this off my chest. Its been a secret I carry for a long time.

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