This is my first gay experience. It happened with a neighbor and some of his friends. Still to this day I can remember the details as if they happened yesterday.. Hope you enjoy reading it. I’ll be posting other events soon.

When I was 12 there was a neighbor friend that was in high school. I used to go over to his house and hang out. We usually just talked about racing motorcycles or cars. His dad was a regional sales rep. for a food company and he traveled quite a bit. Very often he’d take his wife with him and leave Bobby home. I think at the time, Bobby was 17.

Then one day all that changed. This went on over a little over a year, about every week or so until Bobby’s dad got transferred back east. It started out as my so wanting to be “accepted” by the big guys, to be one of them, to fit in. I guess that was for the first few times, I’d say the first 4 or 5. After that I found that the experience was intense, incredible and the feelings were almost mind blowing. Though as time went on they’d come up with more “unique” things to try and those I’d try because I was a) afraid they’d not let me be part of them anymore, b) I wanted to fit in/be “one of the cool guys.” And c) some of the things felt pretty cool. They also took quite a few photos of the things we were doing (both with a still camera, one of those that would print out the photo right away and with an 8mm movie camera.) All of the photos I saw never had any of their faces in them, only mine and shots of them from the neck down. They showed them to me and said if I ever told anyone, they would make sure the photos got all over my school.

These are the things I remember/things we did:

This was the first experience, I went over to Bobby’s house one day and he and four of his friends were hanging out in the garage. They were looking at his dad’s Playboy magazines and showed them to me. That’s the first time I had ever seen a naked woman. After looking at a few Playboys’. They handed me a magazine showing guys and girls having sex. . I remember feeling embarrassed because as I looked through them I could feel my cock getting hard, I hoped they didn’t noticed. All the guys were looking at magazines and drinking beer from a bottle they were passing around to each other. I remember seeing a few empty bottles lying around and hoping they didn’t ask me to drink any (I was afraid my parents would find out, but I wouldn’t tell them that.) I remember seeing one of the guys reach over and grab the crotch of another guys pants and them both laughing. Bobby told everyone “let’s go inside” and someone else said “what about him? (pointing to me) he’s too young, he’s not that cool.” And Bobby said to me “you can come with us, but if you want to be one of “us guys” you have to do what we do, do what we say and not tell anyone.” We went into his bedroom and they opened more beers and pulled some more magazines from under Bobby’s bed and passed them around. I remember thinking this is pretty cool, I’m hanging with the big guys. I remember taking the magazine they handed me and opening it up like the rest of them. And as with the ones in the garage, it was photos of guys and girls having sex, again my cock got rock hard and I remember hoping the guys didn’t notice.

All the other guys were looking at magazines also. Then one guy said “ok, I think he’s ready, he’s one of us now” and he handed me the magazine he was looking at. I took it and started flipping through it. Halfway through I noticed there were no naked women in this one, it was all naked men. They handed me another magazine and as I looked through this one it was naked men having sex.

I remember looking at the photos of the guys in the magazines with the other guys hard cocks in their mouths and thinking, I hadn’t remembered any of my school friends talking about this when they talked about sex, but so far all these sex photos (the naked girls, the guys and the girls having sex, the naked guys and the guys and guys having sex) were pretty cool and my cock was waaay hard.

Bobby said to me, “ok, you want to be one of us?” I remember thinking, definitely, these guys are cool. He said, “Ok, here’s what you’ve got to do, we’re going to bring a box in here and you get inside it, ok?” They brought in a water heater sized cardboard box and put it on its side, then told me to climb in. Once I was inside they tilted it back up and I could stand up in the box and they folded the top flaps shut. For some reason, since they hadn’t been “pushy or mean” about it I wasn’t afraid. Plus I could see through a 4” hole cut into each side so I didn’t feel trapped in. Then they told me to take off my clothes and push them through one of the holes. I remember feeling uncomfortable at that point, not because I didn’t know what they were going to do, but because my cock was still hard and I didn’t want them to see that and laugh at me. They told me they were going to get something out of the fridge and they’d be back in a second and they passed a magazine through the box hole and said, “Here this will keep you from getting bored.” Of course it was one of the gay magazines. So there I stood, alone in this closed box, naked, and checking out this magazine showing men sucking each others cock. Needless to say my own cock was rock hard and the emotions running through me were incredibly intense. I wanted to play with my own cock, and touched it a few times, but stopped because I was afraid I’d cum in the box and the guys would see my cum. I really think that I believed that this was all this amounted to, I’d check out the magazine, they’d let me out, then I’d go home.

They must have been watching me, because the next time I put my hand around my cock, one of the guys said, “Here let me take care of that for you” and he reached inside the box and grabbed my cock with his hand. I was blown away; I had never in my life imagined seeing anyone else’s hand but my own on my cock. Then I saw my first real life cock (other than my own) when one of the other guys stuck his through one of the holes in the box. I heard one guy say “go ahead, take a hold of it” so I did.
It felt so strange having another guys cock in my hand, but after seeing all the pictures in the magazines, my cock being so hard, and feeling that guy playing with my cock I didn’t think about it I just started playing with his cock (of course I had dropped the magazine at this point.) I looked to my left and another guy had stuck his cock through one of the holes and said “hey, what about me?” so I took my other hand and grabbed his cock. So there I was standing naked in this semi-dark box, I had a cock in each of my hands and a hand was through the box playing with my cock. I felt another hand take a hold of my balls, massaging them.
I remember a kind of euphoric feeling; the feelings were so new, and so intense. Then one guy said “ok, you ready for the next step?” Next step I thought, this part itself was pretty cool. But I replied “ok.” They told me to kneel on the floor of the box and as I knelt down and waited for the next step I looked down and saw the magazine that I’d dropped had landed open and I was looking at a photo of a guy sucking on another guy’s cock. As I looked up I saw that each guy had stuck his cock trough one of the holes in the box and I figured out what I was supposed to do. I leaned forward and took his cock inside my mouth. I remember wondering how I was supposed to do this, then remembered sucking on a Big Stick Popsicle and so I went at it. After a minute or so one guy said “what about me?” so I moved to the right and took the next cock in my mouth and sucked on it.

One of the guys said, “Hey you’d better not be touching your cock or we’re stopping this whole thing right now!” I was embarrassed, I thought surely they couldn’t see that I’d taken a hold of my own cock and was playing with it, and the feelings was so intense, a cock in my mouth and me playing with my own cock. But I also didn’t want this to stop, and I wanted to “fit-in” and be one of the “guys” so I let go of my cock. So there I knelt, sucking intensely on one cock, then I’d move to the right and do the same with the next one, then the next one, and so on.

At one point I remember closing my eyes and thinking this is so incredible and my cock feels like it’s going to explode! I reached up with my hands and took a cock into each one, rubbing my closed hand back and forth on each one while I had a cock in my mouth. Then I felt it, the cock that was in my mouth at the time, start to throb (I remembered when I’d jerk off in the bathtub by myself at home, this was the same feeling I would feel just before I came). The next thing I knew he was filling my mouth was his warm cum. I remember stopping for a second, my mind trying to process all that had just happened, when I heard the other guys say “hey don’t stop, we’re close!”, I realized when the first guy came I had stopped everything. I turned to the right, took the next cock into my mouth and started sucking for all I was worth. I also reached to the right and left and took two cocks in my hands playing with them. Next thing I knew the cock in my mouth started to throb and it too filled my mouth with his cum so I moved to the next one, and then the third guy came in my mouth. At this point I remember it getting lighter in the box, I looked up, (with a cock still in my mouth and a cock in each of my hands) and seeing that Bobby had opened the flaps of the box and was looking in with a camera. He took a couple pictures, and then re-closed the lid on the box. I don’t know why but I never even slowed down, probably due to the emotional intensity of it all. Anyway, this went on until there were only two cocks sticking inside the box. I took the next cock into my mouth, I’d been swallowing most of their cum, but there was so much of it and my saliva that I had their cum all over my mouth, all over the next guy’s cock and dripping off my chin. I started to alternate back and forth with the last two cocks, one in my mouth, and one in my hand, and then I’d switch cocks in my mouth. One time as I moved to the other cock I looked down and saw some of their cum had been dripping off my chin and landed on my own cock.

I wanted so bad to make myself cum but was afraid to, remembering they said it would stop right away if I touched my cock so I sucked and jerked away at the last two cocks for all I was worth. Then I felt cock number four start to throb and felt his cum fill my mouth. Though this guy came so much I couldn’t swallow it all in one swallow and I also wanted to finish the last guy so I could make my own cock (which at this point felt like it was going to cum without me even touching it!) So I didn’t even try to swallow, I immediately moved over, slid the last guy’s cock into my mouth, still full of cum. As his cock slid in, all the last guys cum slid out, my mouth, cheeks, neck and chin were completely covered in cum and I’m sucking away. It didn’t take long and this last guy came, I didn’t even try and swallow his either but let it flow out my mouth.

The guys told me to stand up near one of the holes, (I remember my legs being kind of shaky) take a hold of my cock and let my hand and cock stick as far out the hole as I could. I remember grabbing my cock and feeling it covered with a layer of their cum. They told me, “Ok, now you can make yourself cum.” I started feverously pumping away on my cock; I could feel a tongue playing with the tip of my cock and another with my fingers. I remember it didn’t take long and I felt my cock ready to explode, I stopped pumping my hand back and forth on it and realized that one of the guys had taken it into his mouth. I remember it feeling so warm and tight. I felt it start to throb and knew I was squirting my cum into his mouth. When I’d finished cumming he took it out of his mouth, licked the sides of my cum covered balls and moved back. I sat down on the bottom of the box, almost collapsing. As I looked through one of the holes I saw the faces of two of the guys, one guy’s mouth was covered with my cum, he leaned forward and I watched as they kissed each other, playing with my cum with each others tongues.

They tipped the box back over and helped me out. As I stood there naked, my face and chest covered in cum, I saw the five of them all sitting on the floor, naked as well and with smiles on their faces. We all went into the bathroom and used towels to clean ourselves up and then got dressed. I remember sitting in the living room trying to process all the emotions that I was feeling. They told me that I was definitely “one of their group” now and I did a great job. Then one guy showed me the photos Bobby had taken of me. And He said, “Now remember, this is a special, secret group, we don’t tell anyone, and you can’t either. I know you won’t right? But just in case you think about it, we’ll hang on to these photos and if you do tell anyone, we’ll make sure these photos end up all over your school, understand?”

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